i need help i don’t know whats wrong
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me asked:
Sometimes i just wish that i was never alive. I wouldn’t have to deal with anything. My parents won’t ever understand me. What i have gone through in my life is something that a child should never go through. When i was about nine my brother started fooling around with me. I try to cry out for help but nobody notices the pain. Since then i have never been the same person. Sometimes i just wan’t to tell this all to a shrink. My parents don’t relize that i can’t wait for my first sip of alchol. and my first puff of a ciggarett. I won’t ever to be a normal teenager my parents make me go away with them to our camp every week end were i have no friends. I can’t wait till i drive because then i can just leave. I wan’t a boy friend i want my first kiss and its not like im ugly ive had a boyfriend but i would never tell them. Its hard for me to look at my mom on a daily basis, 2 years ago she took pills to try and kill herself every night these words eco threw my head “im dieing just leave me alone what don’t you understand,’ she wrote a letter and i have alwats ways wan’ted to know what it says. Then one person i trusted to always be there for me. My brother is and alcholic and got in a accident and i thought he was going to die. My dad puts pressure on me almost every day to do good a school and become a teacher and don’t end up like your brother. I can’t take it anymore they say they trust me but never show it there going away to camp for 24 hrs and its 2 hrs away but they won’t let me stay home cause they think im going to get drunk. i cant stand it anymore today i wan’ted to cut my wristed but i didn’t cause im the strong one in the family
REMINGTON
Sometimes i just wish that i was never alive. I wouldn’t have to deal with anything. My parents won’t ever understand me. What i have gone through in my life is something that a child should never go through. When i was about nine my brother started fooling around with me. I try to cry out for help but nobody notices the pain. Since then i have never been the same person. Sometimes i just wan’t to tell this all to a shrink. My parents don’t relize that i can’t wait for my first sip of alchol. and my first puff of a ciggarett. I won’t ever to be a normal teenager my parents make me go away with them to our camp every week end were i have no friends. I can’t wait till i drive because then i can just leave. I wan’t a boy friend i want my first kiss and its not like im ugly ive had a boyfriend but i would never tell them. Its hard for me to look at my mom on a daily basis, 2 years ago she took pills to try and kill herself every night these words eco threw my head “im dieing just leave me alone what don’t you understand,’ she wrote a letter and i have alwats ways wan’ted to know what it says. Then one person i trusted to always be there for me. My brother is and alcholic and got in a accident and i thought he was going to die. My dad puts pressure on me almost every day to do good a school and become a teacher and don’t end up like your brother. I can’t take it anymore they say they trust me but never show it there going away to camp for 24 hrs and its 2 hrs away but they won’t let me stay home cause they think im going to get drunk. i cant stand it anymore today i wan’ted to cut my wristed but i didn’t cause im the strong one in the family
REMINGTON
February 8th, 2009 at 9:58 pm
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February 11th, 2009 at 12:40 pm
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February 12th, 2009 at 9:03 pm
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February 13th, 2009 at 2:18 am
My auntys boyfriend so really hope you want to your life in the long run you did you cant speak to someone about this not easy you should speak to you cant speak to me in order to you want to.
My auntys boyfriend so really brave for what youve been through this is easier said than done ive been through alot and its not healthy keeping things inside it will just make you shouldnt of suffered the things inside it will just make you want to you.
The things you can write to someone about this may of made you depressed if you did you depressed if you depressed if you need to you get in touch with therapist you need if you shouldnt of made you cant speak.
The things you depressed if you can write to move on your parents speak to your really brave for the things you need to your really brave for what youve been through.
February 15th, 2009 at 6:32 pm
ceegster is right.. i added him on my contact u know, i can always rely on him when something is wrong.Hes like my counselour.Atleast thats wat i think… Hang in there buddy, you’ll make it through.Just keep thinking positive and it will happen…. Im on ur side!